life would be so much easier if you didn't need money...

::monkeys....those crazy monkeys...::

AHHHHH...i had so much fun last night!....the show was one of the best shows i've been to in a long time. [i'm so punk...muahahaha] and i went with this guy from my calculus class who also is a dj trainee...he drove me to the show...we got there a little early, and so we chilled in the coffee shop across the street and played poker and dominos until the show started. he beat me in like everything. i owe him a cup of tea. haha. so then, i go up..[i was on the guest list because this guy in my nutrition lab ended up working at SLO brew where the show was, and so he asked if i wanted to get in on the list ::OF COURSE::....] so that was pimp. and i had an extra space, and so i got my friend shane in the show too. he was stoked. i saw grips of people i knew from speech class and this girl i lived with last year at the show..and chilled with lots o' people. all in all, it was a rad night. i saw joe there from rise against, and so i went up to him and i'm all "hey, are you joe?" and he looked surprised and was like "yes, i'm joe.." and i was like "you know erika..." and he's like "oh HEY...you are her friend that was supposed to be here...why didn't erika come?!.." he was way upset...so then i told him good luck. and then i saw him after the show, and he told me to give erika mad shit for not coming [he so has the hots for you girl...:)]...and YEAH. the real mckenzies were my fave of the night. they were SO ENTERTAINING. they are a scottish punk band, and they were all in kilts, and the lead singer FLASHED HIS ASS at the end...oh no, he wasn't wearing any underwear underneath his kilt...and the mad caddies rocked the house....i'm a new fan. they are so fun!...and rise against, although not totally the style i listen to...i thoroughly enjoyed them.

so yep. that's my night at the show!.....OH...and STRUNG OUT and AVENGED SEVENFOLD are coming to SLO brew on APRIL 1ST...::stoked:....

OH YEAH...and i asked my teacher if i could take my midterm on friday instead of this morning....and she said YES....so i'm way stoked on that, because i was pretty tired after the show...

i love life. :)

i am posting in the UU at school...i'm so cool...i can blog in all sorts of locations.

wow...technology is really something, eh?

one of the things i hate the most is when you get stuck behind people that walk slower than you.

i have one phrase for you people......and i quote the wise man "ludacris"

....MOVE BITCH, GET OUT THA WAY.....

...that is all....

::nooooo...anything but that thing!....::

Loobird01: put me on your blog!!!
Loobird01: put me on your blog...or i will tell everyone about that one time at la reina when you did that thing. REMEMBER!

::...might as well face it, you're addicted to love...::

well, all in all....valentines day didn't totally suck ass!

...erik came and picked me up this morning for class, and we had a pancake breakfast which was really nice...i enjoyed myself thoroughly.

....had a nutrition quiz this morning which i think i did well on, and an ochem test right after which i actually think i did pretty well on. we'll see though.

..got home, and saw that their were flowers on the table for me [thanks mom and dad :)] which was pretty damn cool, and my roomate had made lemon bars [yum!]

...did laundry, and made a cd for this guy at work...gotta plug the bands.

...at work, the guy whom i was working with brought me a shitload of flowers which was really nice. then, we ordered out from presto pasta [i got a gorgonzola pear salad] and i also wanted a milkshake from jack in the crack. so he got me a chocolate one of those. paid for everything. we listened to the cd i made him while eating dinner and laughing at life [hey, we work at cupid's...not much happens...] but actually we were pretty busy tonight [cupids....valentines...yeah...] so whatever. it was a good night.

...got home, went online in my pajamas, talked on the phone. watched tv. it was pimp. and tomorrow i don't have to do a lot either. got paid today...perhaps i'll go shopping. :).

i love life.

UPDATES:
money update: just got paid!....mad shopping time.
friends update: i love you all....
guy update:...only a matter of time before the boy is mine
boobs update: huge as ever...

how i spent my valentines day after work....

right here...

aren't i cool?

no...over here..

::...irrational thoughts early morning...::

i hate you.
don't call me.

i don't want to talk to you.
i want your memory
[to fade.]
i want your broken promises
[to mend]
i let you because i thought..maybe.
maybe i could make you see
[me]
can you see?
it's beautiful.

i don't need your touch to tell me i'm alright.
::i'm fine::
please.
why?
why now?
[why never?]

::you don't call::
me.
ever. do you think about it?
[drunk at 3 in the morning]
i do.
[middle of the day]
but. i don't want you.
i cling to your memory.
[i created you]
i hate you.

why can't i let go of this crutch?
walk on my own.
::can you hold my hand?::
no.
if you do, i'll bite.

::....erika's insight...::

DeathByAltoids: can't they see?
Made Of Glass: NO!
DeathByAltoids: it's beautiful.
DeathByAltoids: us.
DeathByAltoids: we are.
DeathByAltoids: we are real.
Made Of Glass: We are black.
Made Of Glass: Beautiful, but hard to see
Made Of Glass: If we were PINK or RED or something... We wouldn't be as beautiful.
Made Of Glass: But... We would get more attention.
Made Of Glass: It's like a red corvette vs a black corvette.
Made Of Glass: The RED IS SO AWESOME SO PRETTY SO THIS, so you ignore the black.
Made Of Glass: But the black car is just as pretty, and looks more elegant, and not as fucking flashy.
Made Of Glass: But you're blinded by the damn red.
Made Of Glass: OF COURSE he would show off his hot red ride.
Made Of Glass: ::cries::
DeathByAltoids: but he doesn't know.
DeathByAltoids: that red often fades.
DeathByAltoids: and that black is steadfast
Made Of Glass: He's too blinded.
Made Of Glass: But that's ok.
Made Of Glass: By the time he needs a new paint job, I'll be long sold.
DeathByAltoids: haha.

I JUST FOUND ANOTHER GREY HAIR.

AAHHHH..i'm getting old.

::...sure...::

DHTrout: hey
DHTrout: let me ask you something
DeathByAltoids: what
DHTrout: why would you die by altoids?
DeathByAltoids: david.
DHTrout: last time i checked they were good mints
DeathByAltoids: do i know you well enough yet to make jewish jokes? ::wink::
DHTrout: lol

fresh out the box
stop, look and watch
ready yet...get set..
it's aaaaaallllllllllllllllllll that....

::oh, the memories...::

jackass is a damn funny movie...haha. i saw it tonight for free in chumash.....so pimp.

::...molly is so cool....::

Tululah94: umm, those fuckin snap bracelets were pretty cool, until you hit yourself too hard with them, and got a welt

Auto response from DeathByAltoids: SPEECH WRITING....anything to contribute on how the 80's rocked the hizzouse?

Tululah94: the slinky
Tululah94: dude, the plastic t-shirt ties... how fuckin practical can you get...i mean, if you're shirt isn't big enough to tie in it's own knot, now you have a $6.50 piece of plastic to do it for you...
Tululah94: 2 words: hammer pants
Tululah94: shit dude, we were just talking about this the other day...there was something really cool that everyone forgot about but suddenly remembered
Tululah94: ninja turtles
Tululah94: wax on wax off
Tululah94: ferris bueller fo sheez
Tululah94: ok, i'm done, too much reminiscing, my blue eye shadow is starting to smear
Tululah94: love ya

::...did you hear the one about the sheep, the grandma, and the people in bolivia....?::

HaleBopp424: grandma kalo
HaleBopp424: bought a sheep for poor people in bolivia
HaleBopp424: for our christmas present
DeathByAltoids: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HaleBopp424: now how exactly does that work
DeathByAltoids: that's the funniest thing i've ever heard
DeathByAltoids: a sheep?!
HaleBopp424: i know
HaleBopp424: she sent us a letter
HaleBopp424: that said instead of giving us each 25 dollars
HaleBopp424: she took the 120 dollars and bought a sheep
HaleBopp424: NOT EVEN FOR US
HaleBopp424: did she ask us if we wanted to give someone else OUR sheep?
DeathByAltoids: haha
HaleBopp424: apparently the poor people make things out of his wool
HaleBopp424: so i said they send me a poncho
HaleBopp424: and we'll call it even
HaleBopp424: then she sent us a little booklet
HaleBopp424: with stupid people with a sheep
HaleBopp424: they were like barely smiling
HaleBopp424: you give me 25 dollars and i'll smile brighter then them
HaleBopp424: but the worst part is
HaleBopp424: SHE DIDN"T EVEN SEND A PICTURE OF THE SHEEP WE SENT THEM
HaleBopp424: we got pictures of other peoples sheep
DeathByAltoids: STUPID WOOL WHORING BOLIVIA PEOPLE
HaleBopp424: it said somewhere in the letter that "the speak the same language"
HaleBopp424: i was like "they speak sheep?:
DeathByAltoids: haha
DeathByAltoids: baaaa
HaleBopp424: yah
HaleBopp424: im so bitter
HaleBopp424: o get this
DeathByAltoids: me too
DeathByAltoids: yes?
HaleBopp424: apparently we're going to get the address of whoever got our sheep
HaleBopp424: why would we want that? they speak sheep too!
DeathByAltoids: someone has a case of the mondays
HaleBopp424: this is all too sheepish for me
HaleBopp424: HAHAHAHAHA
HaleBopp424: im a riot
HaleBopp424: how bout I NEED A SHEEP
DeathByAltoids: NO ONE IN BOLIVIA NEEDS A SHEEP THAT BAD
DeathByAltoids: they can go pick berries
HaleBopp424: hahahaha
HaleBopp424: i bet you they don't even want the stupid sheep
HaleBopp424: they can't afford to feed it
HaleBopp424: they can't even feed themselves
DeathByAltoids: hahhaa
DeathByAltoids: they are like
DeathByAltoids: "wooo...christmas..."
DeathByAltoids: and then
DeathByAltoids: "what the hell? who sent us a sheep?"
DeathByAltoids: "stupid americans"
HaleBopp424: haha yah
DeathByAltoids: what other country sends sheep to poor people?
HaleBopp424: yah!
HaleBopp424: III311 is GodIII: ...i'd like a sheep
HaleBopp424: of course
DeathByAltoids: haha
DeathByAltoids: he would
DeathByAltoids: I KNOW WHY CHRIS WANTS A SHEEP
HaleBopp424: ...
HaleBopp424: lol why
DeathByAltoids: ...syphillis originated from people having sex with sheep....
DeathByAltoids: you do the math
HaleBopp424: haha
HaleBopp424: III311 is GodIII: and i'll bet that's the way to cure it
HaleBopp424: THATS WHY THEY WNAT THE SHEEP
DeathByAltoids: OH MY GOD
DeathByAltoids: they need sex!
DeathByAltoids: it's not about wool...or food
HaleBopp424: III311 is GodIII: have you seen bolivian women?
III311 is GodIII: hehehe
III311 is GodIII: sheep ain't all that bad
HaleBopp424: i say we send grandma kalo a sheep next christmas
HaleBopp424: see how she likes it


that was the best conversation i've had all day.....in fact, all week...hah! i love you haley

this weekend was a pretty damn good weekend, all of it in it's entirety. even though i had to work both friday and saturday night, i still managed to be social....and i discovered a new way to make myself look presentable!....wahoo!...hooray for sticking your disgusting chili-ridden hair underneath the showerhead and putting it up to look cute, changing clothes, and perfume spritzes. i'm the woman. ::bow down to me:: umm...what else, what else. OH. last night. was the coolest night. i'm so glad yellowcard and stole your woman played in SLO. it was one of the best shows i've seen of theirs so far. maybe because i was [home?]...i dunno. it just made me smile. and i still have that "after-show" kinda high thingy. the one where you feel all tingly inside just because you are happy....or maybe that's just because i am so tired?...::sigh::...

but i'm really glad i had the opportunity to go. poor sean, hopping around on his leg. he did a really good job. and afterwards, LP and i talked for a while about life and stuff. just joking around and the likes. and i had a really good time. i had forgotten how much i missed those boys. it was weird. because...when i was standing in the crowd....it was like....somehow...well, i really can't explain it. maybe like....i belonged or something. i dunno. like....i was supposed to be there. i've just been thinking a lot lately about my life. and i realized last night, that although i complain about a lot of things, i am really happy. i mean truly. my life is good. i'm just really happy that everything has happened. i'm happy for all the experiences that i've had. and for a lot of them, given another opportunity, i probably would have done them differently. but, i'm really glad everything in my life is just that....my life. i'm glad it's mine. i'm glad i get to live it. i'm just glad for every damn day of my life.

...and i'm truly glad to know you....